Hi my name Rachel and I am living with Autism, and it not easy. One of the things that really drives me crazy is not being able to sleep at night. I really want to be able to sleep like everyone else. It’s harder to read and write. I have to work ten times harder then most people. I need a lot of practice to get it right. It is hard for me to focus on reading. I don’t like it because a lot of books are not interesting to me although, I do like to read when I find an interesting book. The book I’m reading now is Miley Cyrus Miles To Go. It tells you about her life when she was in grade 6. It has lots of pictures in it .
When I’m writing I get frustrated because other people can write faster and spell words easier then I can. I understand that it doesn’t matter how fast or slow I work but it is hard when I see other people finishing before me. Sometimes when I get the work done I get so frustrated that my work isn’t as neat as other kids I erase it or crumple it up. I am hard on myself. When I’m at school I get help from a aid or the teacher. I take a break when I am feeling really mad, frustrated and sometimes sad.
When I’m at home and I get really mad I stomp really hard up the stairs. Then go to my room and sit on my bed and kick my wall. I dented the wall and my daddy got really, really mad.
This is who I am, I have to live with it. I have lots of strengths and some weakness too just like you. I am learning to handle my frustrations and learning more about myself everyday. I am happy just the way I am.
If you want to learn more about Autism check this website that explains Autism to kids.
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